When my friend Heather's older daughter was a baby, Heather would stand in the doorway with Annika fussing in her arms, then step outside, where Annika immediately stopped fussing. Back in Heather would step, and the yelling and fussing followed. Back out again, Annika was instantly a quiet and serene baby girl, staring at everything.
When I started thinking about vibe-switching yesterday, I had not yet received an offer letter for the new position (inside, yelling and fussing). Then I realized that if it wasn't this offer, it would be another one, because I am a millionaire (outside, birds and trees).
The contrasting choices continued. The letter came in. I was able to negotiate some flexibility with the new company, allowing me to stay on and help at my current job until a big event that's coming up (outside).
My current boss refused my offer, and seemed intent on making me feel bad (inside).
I needed to take a minute away from the public presentation of my progress. Feeling a little buffeted about by my own emotions and the wildly disparate-feeling energies. I am once again returning to my intention by using this Vibrational Millionaire Program to manage my focus.
I'm sad about leaving. And I think my boss is sad too, although disinclined to show it. So I'm going to do my millionairing now because I wanted more money. And I wanted to accept leaving if my current job didn't give it to me.
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So I wrote my gratitudes and practiced my games and was able to feel a bit better. The reason I was so happy to start this Feel it Real program was because I really wanted some structure and clarity on keeping my intentions and my signal clean.
I think it's clear what's "inside" and what's "outside."
And now I've got to go spend a few million bucks.