Day 23: Home Between Trips
It's interesting, the way that this journey has put me in such a new and different place. Once again, my body is the only thing I seem to have in common with who I was even a few months ago.
I was traveling all last week to San Francisco, with a curious mix of exhilaration and fortitude. I am fine-tuning my shift to a state of wealthy consciousness.
The reality — that will already have passed before anyone reads this — is that my checking account is overdrawn. It's amusing that I overpaid bills this month and because I didn't write one down ...
But it's impossible to deny that I am a millionaire so I'm not taking the negative balance too importantly.
One way changing my wealth vibe has affected my life is to make me consider the decisions and ideas I have around what's enough.
Of course, when you have children, you see various ways of relating to success and you realize how much it is your choice.
Not only is laziness a reason not to go for the brass ring, but not wanting to show off can be a reason too.
Some of my friends might say I analyze things too much, but thinking things through has always been a way to get to great clarity for me.
I was talking with my sister about how my being in survival mode — which I was for years — is almost like having blinders up, because you don't notice things the same way.
Suddenly I see opportunities everywhere. Things I used to be interested in and things I hope to learn appeal to me again. I feel like exploring.
The world seems benign and divine.
I'm riding my exercise bike looking over my bookshelf and I spot "Latin Chic." Not even sure when I bought that.
The pictures are delicious and conjure up all kinds of daydreams and possibilities. I spy a cilantro pesto recipe and muse that my pesto-loving daughter might love a new twist.
Things I put up with two or three months ago seem appalling and surreal. But I don't dwell on that thought.
Being a vibrational millionaire is making me exponentially wealthier.
I try not to focus on politics, because it annoys me, so I will simply say that I can see now how feeling poor is a recipe for staying poor.
Now, all around me I see evidence of wealth. I see ways I am already wealthy. New possibilities follow from each succeeding step.
I love my new job. But I know that I would be wealthy at other jobs too.
This is the bomb. This is the reason that I started the vibrational millionaire program. It works!
(And it's even better than I imagined.)